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February 11th, 2006
03:10 am - happy thoughts Lost again Broken and weary Unable to find my way Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to Just let this go
I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live
I fell again Like a baby unable to stand on my own Tail in hand Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun Help me survive the bottom
Calm these hands before they Snare another pill and Drive another nail down another Needy hole please release me
I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun I choose to live, I choose to live
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02:34 am - hello god I really haven't been on here in forever. I have no idea even where to start. gah I missed a lot of you didn't realize how much till I jumped back on here. I'm feeling very caustic at the moment :) watching and waiting not sure where I want to go and what I want to do Organ Grinder's auditions are coming up again :) I can't wait to see a lot of people who will be there Should be a good time
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May 8th, 2005
02:32 am hello - I am bored thanks for your time -me-
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April 20th, 2005
12:04 am - PROCLOMATION OF QUEEN NINA THE DAY STARTED OFF AS A NORMAL ONE, WOKE UP TO MY CHILDREN. NINA ASKED WITH THE SWEETEST SMILE IF TODAY WE COULD GO FOR A DAY TRIP

CAIDEN WAS RELUCTENT BUT AGREED

SO WE HEADED OFF
WE DROVE FOR AWHILE AND DECIDED ON A NICE LOCATION NINA DECLARED THAT IT WAS PERFECT! SO WE HUNG AROUND FOR A BIT CAIDEN SCOPED OUT THE LANDSCAPE AND SAID IT WAS A SAFE PLACE TO HANG OUT AT

NINA DECIDED THAT WE SHOULD MEET SOME OF THE LOCALS SO WE DROVE AROUND A LITTLE BIT ..... WE COME ACROSS A FEW AND AGREED TO A CHAT

THE LEAD ONE WALKED RIGHT ON UP AND ASKED US ONE QUESTION
 ARE YOU PREPARED FOR JAHOVAH'S RETURN?
WE KINDLY DECLINED BUT OFFERED SOME CHIPS IN GOOD FAVOR


NINA LEANED HER SWEET FACE OVER TO THE NEWCOMER AND TOLD HIM HOW SOON SHE WOULD BE QUEEN AND HOW THEY SHOULD ALL BE VERY NICE TO HER
HE JUST LAUGHED AT HER

THIS PISSED CAIDEN OFF

SO HE DECLARED WAR!!!!!!

HE KICKED THE FROGS ASS

THEN HE CHALLENGED THE GEESE TO A GAME OF KING OF THE MOUNTAIN AND KICKED THIER ASSES TOO

THIS MADE NINA VERY HAPPY

NOW SHE COULD BE QUEEN OF THE WOODS

ALL WAS RIGHT WITH THE WORLD SO WE DROVE OUR NEW QUEEN HOME FOR THE NIGHT

AFTER SHE ATE SOME CHOCOLATE IN CELABRATION OF COURSE Current Mood: crazy
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April 4th, 2005
09:45 pm - Pics from Viva Las Vegas Yea I'm computer retarded so I don't know how to make that cute little link thing so sorry they take up so much room :)












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April 2nd, 2005
01:30 pm - I fucking hate ohio weather God it was nice for the past two days and now .... snow. I fucking hate this weather! I'm sick again and I know it's because of the weather changes. I'm fucking moving to Arizona Current Mood: annoyed
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12:46 am - cheesin in vegas LOL

yes we are drunk :)
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April 1st, 2005
12:26 am - las vegas I'm back thank god! It was way too long to be gone. I got my purse stolen but luckily the guy dropped it and I got my purse back minus the money of course. I met some bad ass people at the convention and saw some beautiful cars.... I'll post pics soon missed you guys *muah* Current Mood: tired
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March 21st, 2005
09:11 am - vegas here we come! ok I've got less then 24 hours to make a butt ton of money for vegas! we are leaving home at 6am tomorrow morning ..... I'm heading off to work now so everyone please keep your fingers crossed for me to make lots and lots of money today! talk to you all later!
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March 17th, 2005
02:56 pm - VEGAS!!!! I leave for vegas on the 22nd not that many days left for making money ..... I was doing really well. We had a good chunk of it in the bank and then of course as always Nya our dog gets this huge lump on her neck. Paniced she is taken to the emergency vet where he tells us its an ifection and has to cut it open so it can drain. 400 dollars later she is now home with us wearing one of those dumb collars. Sigh that's a nice chunk of change that was gonna be used at vegas but I'm glad she will be ok now. I'm gonna have to bust my ass to make it all back and then some
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March 15th, 2005
10:42 pm - WOW hey shana we need to go drinkin LOL
Bacardi 151 Congratulations! You're 139 proof, with specific scores in beer (80) , wine (116), and liquor (104). |
| All right. No more messing around. Your knowledge of alcohol is so high that you have drinking and getting plastered down to a science. Sure, you could get wasted drinking beer, but who needs all those trips to the bathroom? You head straight for the bar and pick up that which is most efficient. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 79% on proof |
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You scored higher than 92% on beer index |
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You scored higher than 95% on wine index |
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You scored higher than 97% on liquor index |
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March 14th, 2005
March 11th, 2005
09:40 pm - wonderful conversation My girlie and I where just on the phone and had one hell of a conversation. We where discussing my addictions. The fact that I kicked my drug habit and stayed clean. She was worried about the fact that she told one of our friends to come talk to me about a drug habit they wanted to kick and brought up my past to them. I realized I'm not ashamed anymore.I won. I beat it. I am 1000 times stronger for it too. I'm less judgemental of peoples mistakes cause you know what? WE ALL MAKE THEM!!!!! I can take ANYONE of you, dwell into your past, take tidbits from it and make you sound like a monster. At the same time, I could do the same thing and make you look like a saint. You never get the whole picture of anyone. Only what you are fed. That's why I don't care what anyone has done in thier past I just care what you are like now. Praise Jebus he who has no sin my cast the first stone ..... LOL or some shit like that :) I was a fuck up, a drug addict and a user I am now a mommy, a student and artist I like my life a hell of a lot more now :) Current Mood: accomplished
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March 2nd, 2005
09:37 am I get a phone call tonight. one of my best friends has a tumor in his stomach. they are sending him to a specialist. they have given him a 25% chance of survival. i need him in my life. i love him too dearly. he lives too far away. i can't take this. nothing is sappost to happen to him ever. he's the one that always fixes shit for me when i have a problem. superman can't die!!!!! it's just not fair!!!! FIRST MY FUCKIN TWINS NOW MY BEST FRIEND!!!! LET UP ON ME ALITTLE I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANY FUCKIN MORE!!!!!!!DON'T DO THIS TO ME PLEASE....... i just want him to be ok ....... for the love of god please don't take him from me Current Mood: depressed
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01:09 am just got a phone call I didn't want to ever get. Current Mood: crushed
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February 26th, 2005
February 23rd, 2005
02:29 pm - 10 things I've done that you may not have: stolen from saphyne and thedeathrockgrl 1. tattooed my own foot to naturally induce my own labor (she didn't want to come out and I didn't want the chemicals)
2. ran away from my husband the day after our wedding
3.fire breathed for the thrill kill cult
4. turned down tim roth to go back to his hotel room with him
5. set myself on fire for the hell of it
6.punched someone in armor in front of a king and had them laugh about it
7. was picked up by a cop (car broke down on the side of the road) who was one of my fans while I was featuring
8. never had a one night stand (everytime I tried it turned into more then once or dating the person)
9. turned down a $20,000 contract with lee network to do 5 porns
10. and my favorite dated bryan mynes for 5 years :)
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02:23 pm - last night we went to see Hank the 3rd last night ...... fuckin awesome show!!!! after the show I got to meet him and joe buck, they couldn't have been nicer people. no rock star attitudes between the two of them. it was just great all around at this moment my slum lord is attempting to put in a new water heater. I like how bryan put it to me. have you ever seen a monkey fuckin a football? yea he's about that good LOL I just hope my house doesn't blow up Current Mood: chipper
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February 19th, 2005
11:43 pm - mike ness can eat my asshole! Shana and I planned months ago that we where going to go to the social D concert in Columbus. It was last night. So we drive all the way down there, check into our hotel room, make ourselves girly like and head on out to the show. We pull in, park, and run up to the club and low and behold the fuckin show is postponed due to illness! Fuckin pussy! Gawd that sucks! The rest of the bands are still playing so we decide that we are going to hang out and watch them play. Well since my kids are home safe and sound, and we had rented a hotel for the night I decided I was going to get piss shit drunk, so drunk that I can't even guess at how many drinks I had. I guess I made it out of there with out picking any fights cause Shana didn't kick my ass today or nothing but I think I had a pretty good time LOL This morning when I woke up I had the WORST hang over I have ever had *gag* I felt like a cat shit in my mouth, decided my insides seemed warm and cozy so moved into my stomach, died from alcohol poisoning then fuckin rotted there with in one fuckin night. Yea I felt like a fuckin winner :)I was whining the whole ride home so Shana, in her wonderfulness, decided we should see who had the worst beer farts LOL she totally kicked my ass though when she blew one that was so bad she offended herself! Current Mood: sick
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